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Me Everyday

ME EVERYDAY

Body language pt.1

If a pictures worth a thousand words then a facial expression is worth a million.  Have you ever looked at someone's face and instantly knew things about them that you shouldn't of known under those means?  This happens everyday!  To the untrained eye these moments can be mistaken as magic, hunches, gut feelings, etc.  However there is so much more there.  Our body's project our thoughts and emotions!  It's called body language!  Here's a few tips so that you all can identify peoples emotions/feelings/thoughts just from looking at them;

1.Energy=Their View

  The amount of energy someone puts into their expressions can tell you how they view a subject or activity.  Ex. A woman is talking to a stranger and she appears to be in a hury.  This means she cares little about the topic.  Short mumbled answers mean the person holds a contradicting opinion on a topic.  Louder responses mean there is interest, and a smile indicates more interest.

Power

  You ever feel like you could conquer the world?  I don't know if it's a legitimate feeling, or a false sense of invincibility.  Sometimes when I wake up though I feel like all I have to do is bob and weave my way to the throne.  Honestly it feels good.

  If I wasn't anti-establishment I'd be president by 40.  However, I have my morales that I refuse to break for anyone.  Although being president would be a fitting role for someone of my status.

Curse

Dreaming leaves scars of unfulfillment

As the mind waits for the body to catch up

Failure stains credibility of useless thoughts

Never trust a sight dog with one eye

Questions for Akasha

What's the meaning of life?

Is there life after death?

Is there a god?

Are we alone?

Why is anything what it is?

Is there such a thing as evil?

Is there such a thing as good?

What's the secret to happiness?

Is a utopia possible?

Can we be immortal?

Do we want to be immortal?

Is escaping reality negative?

Can one know everything?

I have come to the conclusion that knowlage is comfort in this chaotic, spatious, and extravagent universe.

Life and Death

  Yin and yang are ever present.  Sometimes reminding us of how precious life is, other times forcing us to realize how precious life is.  Every day we wake up and go about our day.  Do we ever stop and realize that everything we are doing, and I mean everything, is unnecessary and pointless.  

  You hear men talk of what they wish to acomplish before they die.  None of us dare tell that man, or ourselves for that matter, that all his goals and hopes will mean nothing when he is dead.  Every moment is fleeting and full of worth.  A second is worth more than a billion dollars cash.  And time has no refunds.

  I've spent many sleepless nights pondering my future and my death.  I've thought of every possible outcome.  Preperation?  Or control?  What do I hope to accomplish?  Many of my poems speak for me on this issue.  The problem is it's not an "issue".  It's the end of the book.  The back cover.  The thing people will look at to get a taste of what the contents inside hold.  Life is indeed a book.  You and nature are the author and illustrator(I like books with pictures).  Ask yourself.  When you're book is over, do you want people to read it, or put it back on the shelf where it will gather the eternal dust of forgotten peasants, priests, and fools.

The Older I Get

Ok so I'm only 18.  However, I want to share things I've learned to like and dislike as I revolved around the sun.  Old folks always say "you'll understand when you're older." and "what do you mean you don't like brussel sprouts?!".  Sad though, the kid who wanted to always be the same has changed emensly.  Although I'm still not fond of brussel sprouts.

  When I was a preteen until I was 16 and a half I loved rap music.  I thought it was so cool and witty.  I used to listen to eminem and lil Wayne and fantasize about being a rapstar.  I once wished I was born in the ghetto and black so I could better fulfil my "dream".  Now rap just seems dumb and simple.  If Cheif keif(a rapper with downsyndrome) can do it then it must not be as complicated as I once thought.  I don't hate rap though.  I just think it requires zero thought and is easy.

  I used to be a sports nut!  I was varsity wrestling freshman year!  And Ohio is one of the most competitive wrestling states.  I also wrestled at a weight consisting of primarily upperclassman.  I went to nationals in Greco roman.  I won a few matches at districts.  I was good.  Now I'm more into naruto and pokemon.  I'm lazy and weigh 238!  That's a little under 100 lbs above my wrestling weight!  And you know what?  I'm happier than I've ever been!  I have a beautiful girlfriend!  That's something that I never got out of wrestling!  However I have no regrets and am loving everyday.

Road Trip

Distance

What do you say to the drowning

Who claim they like the water

What do you say to the burning

Who claim they like the warm

If I don't tell you my secrets

Does that mean I cannot trust

If I disassociate my soul

Does that mean I'm not alive

Cute quote I just thought of

Colorado has legal weed. Tennessee doesn't. Shouldn't we switch the names of the mountains?

Missing Planes and Flying Unicorns

  Well I'm a bit late on this one, but fuck it.  So appearently some plane in Malaysia has gone missing. On board were a bunch of Chinese and I heard a couple Americans.  Not that it matters.  We all end up in the same dirt.  Anywho I can't watch the news without hearing about this crap.  Now, I realize people are probably dead because of this. But, I'll be happy to inform you that mcdonalds stock is doing well, despite, the fact that more people died of improper diet yesterday than in this dumb phantom plane.  Oh but does the news cover that? No.  They're more concerned about scaring potential flyers into pushing bills that will ultimately take away the few rights we have left.  Also, don't tell me there wasn't a perfectly traceable RFID chip somewhere on that plane.  That shits in my frickin food, so it sure as he'll better be in those planes.  

  So, morale of the story is this. If you're spoon fed your reality from a television you'll never get out of your high chair.  Unicorns aren't real.  Neither are ghost planes. Thank you.

I'm back!

Sorry I haven't posted any poems in a while, I've been spending lots of time with my girlfriend, doing schoolwork(well some schoolwork), and live streaming on twitch.  I know I don't have any religious readers at this point but I hope to in the future so stay tuned.  From now on I am going to try to bring more of a literary variety to the blog.  I'll still post poetry but I want to dabble in some other forms of literary expression (articles, short stories, rants, charts, etc.). 

  I am currently on my way to Florida with my gf and her family, and I gotta say, I'm enjoying it!  At first I thought it would be kind of awkward but it's actually surprisingly comfortable.  I geuss when you have an anxiety disorder you expect every event that doesn't involve potato chips and xbox to be a treacherous journey through the depths of hell. 

  I'm still trying to become a social worker/therapist, although I'm considering a minor in computer science.  I geuss no matter how far off in lala land I travel, video games bring me right back to here and now. 

  I hope at least some of you made it this far.  If you did congrats!  And happy reading!

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