homeschool is boring but awesome

well i started homeschool this year because i just couldnt go another day to regular school.  SA is a bitch.  i do k12 now and its a lot less stressful.  i still keep in touch with my friends.  one reason i left regular school is because i cussed out the bus driver and got kicked off the bus and theres no way i could find a ride to school everyday.  thats besides the point though.  anyways i'm downloading some map packs for battlefield 3.  end game looks pretty sweet so i cant wait to play that.  the song of the day is radioactive by imagine dragons. have a great day.

1st post on blog, mainly me rambling on

Today i went out and bought battlefield 3.  its fun but it feels like i die every time i get a kill:P in other news:  i've been studying meditation and im getting pretty good at it.  my shoulders killing me.  i think i pulled it working.  the song of the day is pills i took by hank3.  even though im drug free now, and im staying out of trouble, the rebel inside me grows bored and restless.  i know todays post was pretty random and all over the place but im not sure what direction i want to go with this blog.  i'm interested in gaming and spirituality and human behavior.  my typing looks like the work of a 5th grader(that might be a little generous).  i've tryed to start blogs before but i have a hard time sticking with stuff.  i'm hoping to get over that and start bloging everyday.  i want to post links to videos in the future, also interesting posts and pics as well.  i'm looking into colleges but my gpa is as bad as my grammer.  i'm optimistic though so i know something will make itself known soon.  i used to wrestle from 7th-10th grade and then i got cought up in drugs and partying among other things.  i had a nervous breakdown.  i still struggle with social anxiety and one of my dreams is to help people with mental illness and become a psychologist.  i also want to live in california someday.  a lot of times i'll come off as stuck upish to people, when really i just get too anxious to talk to people i don't know.  i appericiate anyone who's taken the time to read this post and i wish you well today at whatever you do.  i want to help people and i like to entertain so i'm gonna find my path and try hard at it from now on.